Sunday, February 22, 2009
Tinatamad akong magpost..
I feel compelled to write something in this blog and yet, I don't feel like doing it...
Weird pero I want some outlet para mailabas ang feelings ko and yet, tinatamad ako...
Haaay weird...
Share ko na lang siguro na last week eh medyo tinamaan ako sa sinabi ni father sa homily..
"Alam niyo ba ang opposite ng love? Hindi hate kasi kapag hate mo, mahal mo pa rin yun kasi may nararamdaman ka para sa taong yun. It is indifference o ang pagiging walang pakialam"
Bago niya sabihin yung indifference, I mouthed the word 'apathy' which is the same as indifference...
Man, medyo tinamaan ko. Sa totoo lang, minsan I feel indifference towards the whole universe. As in wala na akong nararamdaman. Kaya nga siguro tinatamad na akong magpost nito...
Tapos mas tinamaan pa ako nung communion song "Your Heart Today"...wow...sapul yung kanta eh..
How can I be "Your Heart Today" if I already forgot how to love? Nakalimutan ko na nga ba kung paano ang umibig? Kahit simpleng pag-ibig sa kapwa tao kahit huwag na yung romantikong pag-ibig.
Meron pa rin naman akong sense of filial respect sa mga kapamilya ko, respeto sa mga nakakasalamuha ko pero minsan feeling ko wala na akong nararamdaman. Manhid na ba ako?
Tapos kanina sa misa merong mga seminarista and they shared na it's all about love. Pagmamahal sa kapwa at para sa Diyos.
Nakalimutan ko na nga bang umibig?
Saturday, December 06, 2008
twilight: tagalog version
tagal ko nang di nagbloblog..grabe...hehe...
kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi
siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". tangina pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "tangina mo pare wag ka magmura".
so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "gago "bur" months na! malamig na tangena". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".
so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "tangina mo sa'yo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".
pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".
nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.
sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. TANGINA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "tangina mo gago bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.
so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila.
"eow poh... ahihihihi"
"bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"
so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "tangina mo gago patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "TANGINA KA".
tapos nagsex sila
so basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao
Friday, September 19, 2008
Auschwitz: Care to enlighten me?
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Hymne L'Amour
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Tagged by Terna...hehehe
RULES:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.
1. What was the last word/phrase you said?
- bakit pa...
2. What do you miss most?
- total rest?as in yung buong araw na matutulog lang ako
3. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- mag-aral...wahahaha
4. What was the last movie you watched?
- sa dibeedee..hmmm...part ng iron man at meet the spartans
5. What did you last eat?
- e-aji
6. What are you doing right now?
- malamang nasagot nitong blog..sheesh
7. What's your favorite sport?
- wala eh
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- hmmmm...oh well...whatever....
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
- hmmm....mid-life crisis lang (yuck midlife crisis daw?wahehehe)
10.What was your section when you were in gr.1?
- 1 masigla...panghapon yun
11. Is being tagged fun?
- ayus lang...ngayon ko lang nakita eh...waheheh
12. Have you learned something new today?
- marami...na kaya ko pala manghula sa satcom, na maganda pala ako kapag nilagyan ng make-up..wahahaha...at kaya ko na talaga makalimutan na may feelings ako dati kay eherm...wahahahhaa
13. What do you want to own right now?
- own?hmmm...kotse sana...pero asaness...hahahaha..kaya bisekleta na lang
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- she is a nice girl...friendly naman...at mabait.. at matalino din...wahehehe
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
- married and poor na lang...sagana naman sa pagmamahal...aanhin mo naman ang lahat ng yaman sa mundo kung salat ka sa pagmamahal [shet...super keso!!!!!!]
16. What's your favorite C2 flavor?
- apple and peach
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- i really don't know..never been into one anyway
18. When was the last time you got starstruck?
- hmmmm....can't remember...ahhh I think when I met Lyndon Gregorio...nyeks!!
19. What type of friends do you like?
- basta mahilig tumawa swak na yun...hahahaha
20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?
- I would sing this song...yun daw yung title...korean eh
1. Che
2. Jessie
3.Jei
4. Jaymee
5. Carleen
6.Kreng
7. Macky
8. Bert
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Where is the love?
Seriously, I don't find any point to make this post in my blog..
It just really sucks nowadays...
I miss the days when I was so inspired...even if I know that it was just a one sided love affair, I feel very much alive and in love
Maybe that is why the title of my entry is "Paraiso"...
I can tell that if I could just see a spark of hope, like that of the one that sings in this song that if ever he sees a single bird how happy he would be,it would bring much consolation to my tired and tattered soul...
Is it my soul that is tired and tattered or is it my heart?
Lately, it seems that I don't feel the "kilig" in love anymore..
Is it because my heart had too much to handle that the only feeling that it knows is melancholy or my body is just following Maslow's theory (I have an infecion in my finger)..
Arghhh...this just doesn't make any sense at all...
Iyan...iyan ang ginawa ko kani-kanina lang bago ako magpost...
Siguro mas ginanahan ako ngayon na magkuwento ngayon ako ay online na (o dahil may narinig akong love song?)
Ayan nga, naisaad ko sa entry ko na wala akong maramdaman...napagod na ba ako?Hindi ako alam..
Alam mo yung feeling na kinikilig ka dahil sa napapanood mo?Hindi ko siya maramdaman...
Alam mo yung dapat na magselos ka o kaya kumirot man ng konti yung puso mo dahil yung mahal o minahal mo ay may bago nang mahal?Hindi ko siya maramdaman...
Hindi ko alam kung sign ito ng maturity o kaya napagod na ang damdamin ko...
Kaya yung title ng blog ko ay Where is the love?..nasaan na yung love na inaakala ko noon...
Siguro nga mas natututunan ko na ang love on a higher level...
It is not the love that I can't feel..it is the romance...romance which is quite an earthly feeling..romance which is granted by the Lord so as to foster pro-creation among humans..
Waaah!Is this me?Wala nang urge ang katawan ko para sa romansa na hindi ko naman naramdaman sa buong buhay ko?O sadyang...totoo ang hinala ko na...secret!Baka mapurnada eh..hehehe...
I can still love,but it is romance that I cannot have...ayun natumbok ko rin...whew...
